work
What a sad reason to finally write in my LJ, but I can't actually run down the hall screaming (the bills don't get paid from the unemployment line). For years, I have been lucky enough to really like SOMETHING about my job. For the first time in a long time, that is not the case. It makes me very sad. I miss getting to think, getting to work with people. I don't like being back in my high school math class, being told that I don't need to know WHY something needs to be done. JUST DO IT. (And not in the overly-commercial-but-sweat-inducing-spo
rty-way). I really don't care about this stuff. And that is not good. I never did well at things I didn't care about.
CRAP!!!
Positive thinking, I'm going to keep trying to poke myself in the eye with some positive thoughts.
Double CRAP!!!!
Wanna throw a tantrum and then go skating!